Our friend Fuckhead is definitely #Problematic, now taking part in a little casual domestic violence. The first-paragraph description of him and his girlfriend getting their fixes and fucking and fighting feels lived in and real, in a sad way. Here we go again. And yet “Work” did more to show me why so many people fall in love with this book, as it balances the seediness and beauty very well. When our narrator talks about how he and his friend (coworker?) Wayne are grimy and tired, and have money, and have worked, it makes me think of the couple years I spent going from one Craigslist gig to another, chipping paint, helping people move, one day carving pumpkins and harvesting their seeds for six straight hours. I’m not much of a capitalist but there is something to be said for that feeling.
The detail that it’s Wayne’s house they’re salvaging from brought a smile to my face. It makes the little misadventure seem less prurient and more like a pathetic but sweet little quest by the two of them to scratch out a little drinking money. The delicate balancing act of this book is to maintain the seediness that makes the beauty stand out, without that seediness becoming numbing; and to maintain the beauty that emerges from the seediness, without that beauty being cheapened by repetition. Luckily Johnson’s prose continues to impress. I thought the metaphor of the city going by looking like the images in a slot machine was a little too precious, but right after that we get his “red and thoughtless mind,” which is a real palate cleanser, a salvaging if you will. The blank lyricism of “Car Crash While Hitchhiking” is hard to beat, but that story has the advantage of its extreme brevity and of opening the collection, of having no responsibility to be anything other than what it is. “Working” stretches out its legs more, goes through more development, and that suits the twisty turny and picaresque quality of the collection very well.
Could that really have been Wayne’s wife parasailing above? Was she really naked? Was there a parasailor at all? The indeterminacy of those questions is kind of what this book is about, and also why it’s not for every reader. I’m more interested in what Wayne and his wife talked about. The obvious would be to say, hey honey, uh, about this nude parasailing…. To be jealous, or shocked, or angry. But that would be too straightforward for this collection, and after all, Wayne calls it a beautiful sight. The narrator is not privy to their conversation, and neither are we, but it takes place against the backdrop of the “field” - a stretch of grass between a muddy river and a row of dilapidated houses, but described in the story as a place of beauty.
I think for a lot of people the real draw for this story is the reverie about the bartender at the end. The worship of a bartender - a woman bartender, I guess I must add - is something I can understand, the sense of feeling a shallow but real love for the person who slowly gets us bent over the course of a night. The story ends with a classic Denis Johnson stinger, one of the best I’ve ever read, a beautiful reverie to a woman he barely knows.
Reading for next time: Please read the next story, “Emergency.”
Favorite line/passage from this selection: She was about forty, with a bloodless, waterlogged beauty. I guessed Wayne was the storm that had stranded her.
Thoughts for conversation: Parasailing was invented in the late 1970s. I’m trying to figure out the timeline here, which of course is folly - I feel when reading this that Johnson is Fuckhead and the stories are of his life in the early 1970s before he got clean. But of course the book has no specific time period, really, and the narrator is not the author. All I know for sure is that this is Iowa, a mystical drugged-out Iowa of beautiful decay.
This is the first story since “Car Crash While Hitchhiking which I would recommend to someone just as a story, removed from the collection. It’s long enough to have an internal logic and payoff an several distinct acts.
Are we liking Fuckhead more? It’s hard to start the story off with him punching his girlfriend in the stomach, but the whole arc of the book endears you to him. It helps that he seems blown along through the narrative like a tumbleweed.
Is the bartender getting beaten and left behind by her husband a real future the narrative actually knows, or is it a projection that he's assuming onto her contemporaneously to the rest of the story, or is it all operating under dream logic and the truth of what he’s saying is unknowable?
I loved this sequence at the opening:
“We made love in the bed, ate steaks at the restaurant, shot up in the john, puked, cried, accused one another, begged of one another, forgave, promised, and carried one another to heaven.
“But there was a fight.”
I love that “but”. It says that all the puking and crying were the normal happy parts of the relationship which the fight contrasts with. It makes the drug madness seem domestic while also making the fight seem more severe. Such a nice little gleam of mastery.
In Work, you get a sense that there's a righting of the path and of a possible redemption.
In the previous stories he was a drug taker, and a witness to the lives of others, a traveler passing by the tragedies and small victories of strangers.
Then in Two Men we see the de-evolution of a man into an ape, football player into a druggie, and the protagonist in a potential killer.
In Out on Bail we see twists of fate: a condemned man is actually a free man, and the freed man is a dead man. We're "confused as to who the real criminals were." He's resurrected. " I had a moment's glory that night, though. I was certain I was here in this world because I couldn't tolerate any other place."
In Dundun It's his birthday and McInnes' death day, thanks to Dundun. There's a, There, but for the grace of God go I, feeling to it. "It felt like the moment before the Savior comes. And the Savior did come, but we had to wait a long time."
In Work the word "sacrifice" is the centerpiece, for me. "Sacrifice? Where had he gotten a word like sacrifice? Certainly I had never heard of it."
I had a similar experience with the word "empathy."
I was unknowingly empathetic. I didn't really understand the word till I was 33. Then I was standing in front of a fellow student in Alexander Technique school appraising them and I felt like I got hit in the knee with a hammer. It hurt like hell. I asked the person if they had a knee injury. They said they'd just had surgery on it. It was obvious, then, that I could feel the pain of others. And all that confusion I felt in the past stemmed from this word, empathy. I'd been feeling the pain of others and not known it.
And while it seems Fuckhead's life is taking a turn it doesn't change the direction and tragedies of the characters around him.
I think people place too much emphasis on whether the characters are likable. I grew up on Beckett. His characters are way too strange to pass judgement on, but like Johnson, his prose is mesmerizing. This book club forces me to read a little closer and there are gifts to be gleaned below the surface of these stories.